How I became a Clairvoyant Healer

At the age of 19 I was diagnosed with Meniere’s disease - a dysfunction of the middle ear causing severe vertigo, tinnitus and diminished hearing. I had dreadful attacks that would prevent me from functioning on a daily basis. Driving a car was like playing Russian roulette. This disease does not give any warning of when an attack is coming on. I went to various doctors and was told that it may be a hormonal dysfunction or a form of epilepsy, even "we just don’t know". Finally I went to an Ear Nose & Throat specialist who diagnosed me with Meniere’s. I was given medication which dulled the effects of vertigo. I was told to avoid both caffeine and salt and to increase my exercise. 

I did all this and it had a positive effect for about two months, before the attacks were back to their former intensity. I gave up. I took myself off the medication because it wasn’t doing anything and began to listen to my body. I stayed off coffee because I knew it was heating up my body which didn’t help me. But was my body really telling me? I knew that attacks would come on if I was stressed, but why was I stressed? I looked deeper, I mentally asked for help. I was shown why. I had so little confidence in anything I did; I feared not doing what people expected. I was constantly going against my integrity. I was trying to control my life and events while going against what I really wanted.

Now I had the information what was I to do with it? Listen to myself that’s what, each time an attack started I would relax and focus my energy on what I wanted and release mentally and emotionally the inhibitions that had been created, the attack would lessen or disappear all together. Physically I started making changes to my life, I chose to look at things that I was passionate about, everything from the clothes I wore to the music I listened to the work I was doing. Over time I learnt to perfect this, but it took 9 years of suffering - I no longer had Meniere’s.

A couple of years ago I met a Medical Intuitive and teacher by the name of Carmel Bell. I attended one of her workshops and all I can say is she added the finishing touches of what I was looking for. Helping me to see and define how to clear the physical and energetic body of dis-ease. Later on I was fortunate enough to be one of her first students in the certificate course of Medical Intuition. It was 12 months of pulling myself apart and putting myself back together. Through my experience of ‘healing’ and learning to enhance my energetic ability I am now able to help others create better choices and rid them of their self created toxins.

Why I Chose to Be a Soul Reader

All my life I wanted to be like everybody else. What does that mean? To me it meant having a Monday to Friday job and socialising on the weekend. It meant sticking with the formula of work hard, save, buy nice things, be polite, tow the line..... however I soon learnt that most people including myself are not happy with this. I mean really happy.
 
For me there was a secret that I couldn't share with a lot of people. I could 'see' and tune into energy, experiences that people or animals had. I knew when someone was sick or dying even before they did. This was not a gift but an ability and at an early age I was told not to use it. My father made it sound like a negative attribute "she will look straight through you" only I was not looking through I was looking in.

It wasnt enough that I could see other people's emotions and problems. I also had the dead trying to get my attention. On a daily basis I would have spirits knocking on my door or window, opening the side gate to the house walk up to my bedroom window and not just politely knock but pound on the glass. Of course as a child it was put down to fantasy however it only got stronger as I grew older. My mother believed me and just kept reassuring me that nothing could hurt me. I later found out that she too was a natural spirit communicator.

To jump ahead several years, I realised that what I excelled in was helping people to understand themselves and life. I studied massage and health related subjects, joined a spiritualist development group and met amazing people.

My journey now is about reminding people that there is more to them than what they think. Human beings are all connected to the Divine even those who we least expect. I hope to help people realise their potential, empower their being and to question a lot of the fears that are presented to us in day to day life.

Many people think that having the ability to see and communicate with spirit must be wonderful. It is, but I am human too and have chosen to be here in this life to learn and experience as much as the next person. So no I don't sit and read for myself everyday, as I wouldn't be learning and no I don't know everything, no reader does. There will always be things kept secret from us until the right time, only the Divine Spirit knows when to release this knowledge.